Sorry wasn't Enough

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I never revealed you the truth story.

The reasons why I decided to create a distance between each other before.

The reasons why I always came out with so much excuses whenever you were looking for me.

The reasons why I was not replying your texts at moments.

The reasons why I brought your fire up sometimes.

(Haha sorry. I'm not cruel. I just got no chance to explain.)

You questioned me on this. I answered you nothing.

But yes, you never gave up.

You approached me like I seriously got problems to settle.

Sometimes you were willing to lend me your hands even I refused millionth times.

You never failed to wish every memorable events of mine. In contrast, I failed.

You acted to be friendly realising the situation was not good for a relationship.

In enough courageous, you did tell me all your future plans.

And heartlessly I ignored everything as a reply.

Again you asked me once you found something went wrong.

I smiled. I only said I was okay.

I acted like I didn't care even I actually did.

And the time passed by. The distance much longer.

With the obligations on both shoulders happened much stronger,

Both started to behave like we didn't know each other.

It came to mind to have everything over.

Then I let them all buried in mind.

Thanks for your understanding all this while.

You deserve the one who is better not a girl with this kind of behaviour.

I'm really sorry.

*****

To the person I really meant, I hope you'll find out the real answer later that,
I'm trying to prepare myself better :)

Comments

  1. natashanazeri25 January 2015 at 20:53

    good job darling.may Allah always be with youu.love you <3

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  2. natashanazeri25 January 2015 at 20:53

    good job darling.may Allah always be with youu.love you <3

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