I AM OK !

"eh u tak sedih ke tengok ni? heartless lah u ni bla bla bla"

"kenapa enti ni heartless sangat, takkan tu pun tak sedar ish ish ish"

"eee heartless nyaa kau ni. takde perasaan betul buat camtu"

*****

eh penatlah dengar orang cakap kita heartless, kadang kadang kita berubah being someone yang tersangatlah caring... (trial)

"eh eh u ni ada masalah ke? ada pape i boleh bantu"

"yaallah kesiannya awak ni. kenapa ni kenapa ni?"

tapi, kita end up rasa "masyaallah fake nya aku. macam plastic sampah" (besar sikit saiz)

because you're no that kind of person sejak azali. you can easily feel sorry to a person but not in the way you want everyone around you to know. (silently care?)

*****

you then wonder, what is the actual meaning of heartless person? 

are they a group of people who don't have any hearts OR the person who is feelingless, lifeless OR hardhearted person. idk.

if that so, "am i among them?" seriously?!

takpe. tak kesah. why use so much brains to think? haha. 

tapi yang pasti cuma satu,

YOU ARE STRONGER WHEN YOU ARE HEARTLESS, 

why?

first, you can still live happily, breathing in and out even without your heart inside. miracle.

second, you don't need to blend in all human words, actions towards you. because you're not a blender!

betul, kadang kadang tak terasa pun yang orang marah kita ke, orang mengumpat kita or mempermainkan kita ke. so takkan adalah typical kecik kecik hati ni.

if you found yourselves as stated, then we're same darling! sep sikit!!

disebabkan ini pun satu hadiah and pemberian, so TERIMA KASIH ALLAH!

:)

whatever you say i am :P